More bloggin for me

I saw this little fabric on etsy...sorry you guys now get all my blogging craziness. :) But it happens. It is by a place called boosterseat!

I thought that these were so cute! I found it on a blog and just thought they were hilarious. You can put them into an interchangable necklace! :)
B

Here we go again

today was a mixed up day. wake up. eat. clean a bit. realize I need more storage units. realize I have not worked in awhile so buying storage units seems like an expense I do not want to have. decide not to buy storage units quit yet. Mo calls. Comes over. We grocery shop. I then realize how little food I had. Big dent in food money for the month. But I have food. Home again. Help bring new soccer things over to new soccer field. I am the only girl there to help. But I am glad I could help my friend connor out. Its rediculously hot out. get burned-ish but impressively not too bad of one. get ready. woooooooork away. I was out of it tonight. just not all there. I was actually in a good mood I just think I had gotten out of the habit of having work regularly so it seemed to be extra effort to get my groove down and I did not feel very charming tonight. sometimes I just feel so amazingly flawless at things and sometimes I feel rather awkward. My tonight was an inbetweener. I had a few tables that just were rediculous and I tried to explain what they were getting and made sure they knew and they said they had had it before and then of course at the end of the meal is when all the complaints come out. that could be one of my biggest pet peeves is when I come up several times and walk through several times to make sure they have ample time for me to get them another thing or see what I can do....but at the end of the meal I am just kind of miffed. I do not have much patience for that. BUT I don't them know it! so here I am laying in bed ready to go to sleep. nothing too entertaining today. I just rammed my toe into the desk I took down to my living room....thats the thing about moving things places that are usually big object free. then when it is dark you forget they are there and then wham-o toe gets scrunchified. OH my do we have an abundance of zucchini. so many zucchini. I got some a week or more ago at the farmers market and so did alexis. then she got some from our neighbors and then I got a bunch from grandma. SO now we have so many zucchini and we need to find ways of using them so that we dont waste them. so i will keep you all updated on our zucchini adventures. love you all
peace
B

I need to change things up a bit

SO in an effort to begin all of this blogging again i am going to switch up my layout and make it more exciting again. I don't know what happened....well yes I do. Every time I get on here i just want to look at other peoples blogs and I forget that although my reader base is relatively small...i still do indeed have a reader base AND i need to continue writing about life happenings. because lets be honest I have a lot of changes going on and I am terrible about stating them when people ask how work is or how it is being out of college. I do not really like just listing off things and talking about myself. so this is a way of kind of talking about myself but in a more comfortable way for me. journaling to a live audience. oh my i was just thinking how much I missed this form of communicating. I am listening to the c.d. I got from haley(jake johnsons girlfriend) who was at the reunion and is a super good musical artist. I really like the c.d. and I am trying to see the metior shower but I can't tell if I am seeing the shower or I am telling myself I am seeing things fall. that is why i should watch those types of things with another person because then it is an experience shared together and I know for sure if I saw them fall. but it is a gorgeous night out. but I feel much better coming back from the reunion than I did when i came back from montana. but I still feel odd because i looked so forward to these 2 trips for so long that it is almost like I finally have to buckle down and realize that I am not going back to college and that one of my best friends is married and I am getting 2 new roommates and a list of other things too. but on our way home today grandma gloria and grandpa and I were talking about change and how no one is immune to it. and for some reason those kind of convos always help me take a step back and know that i will never arrive. its a journey and if I never learn to enjoy it then i will always live without really jumping in. and i feel tentative right now...like the grass is greener over there or over there. when my grass is perfectly green right here and I can't know what will happen but I can know lord willing I will be here for a year. and for now that is all I can seemingly know. but being with family this weekend was such a blessing because I just had a chance to play and be active and just be. I don't know but I came home physically tired but spiritually and emotionally so refreshed. what a great recharger and memories that will last a lifetime. games, canoeing, bananagrams, blongo, wiffleball, hiking, walking, hyme singing, no screen in our room, crazy loud, crazy fun, bochie ball, baseball card game.....I could go on for forever. I am so blessed.